september 19, 2026

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every day i pray that my family

moves in another house where i can finally

have control over my own personal space

it's just a simple thing, does god hate me so much

he refuses to give me

the privilege of

personal space

what makes it so unattainable for me

but everyone else gets to have it

can't even do one thing i like in this house

september 18, 2026

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kettle water no temp control

1 liter water

70c - 1 min

75c - 1 min, 14 sec

80c - 1 min, 20 sec

90c - 1 min, 30 sec

note: not final.

august 8, 2026

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- the internet as of the year 2026 has gotten really boring

- youtube essay-type videos that a) don't get to the point quickly or b) don't even have a point

- everything, everywhere, there's a fucking reel

- reels in apps where nobody needs them! instagram, a photo-based app? not anymore!

- no web spaces for kids

- no spaces for everyone to be "cringe" anymore

- excessive surveillance

- ai-generated advertisements. ai-generated everything.

- ads everywhere

- stupid social media algorithms that hinder artists' growth

- i wanna deactivate my tiktok, youtube, and instagram so bad

- (already deactivated my twitter. good riddance!)

july 26, 2026

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matcha/hojicha latte

3g matcha/hojicha

30ml 70-80C water

6ml simple syrup

80ml milk

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cold brew loose leaf tea

2g any loose leaf tea (except dark teas
like pu'erh) (aged teas, black, and oolong teas must
be rinsed for 10 seconds with 100C water)

200ml room temp water

keep overnight in refrigerator

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brew pu'erh (not final)

3g tea

80ml 100C water

-

if loose leaf: rinse 15 sec. 1x

if compressed: rinse 10 sec. 2x

-

can be brewed around 15x:

brews 1-5 | 10 sec.

brews 6-10 | 15 sec.

brews 11-15 | 20 sec.

november 30, 2025

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perfume wishlist

blanche (byredo), warm cotton (clean reserve), matcha soft serve (d'annam), 724 (mfk), milk (dedcool), bubble bath (mm replica), he is fish (house of atropa).

june 13, 2025

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boil eggs

1. bring eggs (large) to room temp.

2. boil water in a separate saucepan.

3. put eggs in saucepan and wait for 6 1/2 minutes.

4. soak eggs in lukewarm water to cool down.

done.

march 28, 2025

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i have everything i need

and my life is comfortable

and i am happy so i just

need to remind myself of that.

i lack nothing and will

have everything i want in time.

march 8, 2025

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I'M FREE!

(graduation ceremony done)

(officially free from college)

WORST EXPERIENCE OF MY LIFE